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Firstly, i dont know why i wrote that title. okay, lets begin. i am bored to death this holiday. i wanna go out and find some job but the whether keep on raining *oh! blaming the rain but the thruth is im lazy*. ya, like seriously, whose going to take workers for only one month rite? hmm.. okay, actually there is something i wanna do and been dreaming to do it every semester break. but i havent do it. haha. i want to sew my own clothes or others. but i did not have that courage. why? because maybe i am afraid of being criticize by others. i wanna blame the lecturers but it is my own choice at first to enter this course. heyyy, my head screwed up since i enter degree. dont know what happened to me. maybe i just turned to non-ambitious girl like i used too. i dont have words to explained. i dont have courage THIS MUCH to say it out loud. my words scrumbled like a scrambled egg. even myself cant explained it. *see, ive told u i babble A LOT* hmmm *sigh*